I am not a person with good self-awareness. Always full of self-doubts. If anyone tells me that I am not good, it is very likely that I will think that I am not good.
But if there is anything I am most confident about myself, it's my ability to learn. To find a way to learn.
It's such a hard time recently. So many things I don’t know. So many things are running ineffectively & I have no experience to solve them at all. So many things to get frustrated at. I always feel I am drowning.
But I just manage to keep asking for advice, to figure things out. I meet, I call, I read every one, everything that I think can help me. I look for everyone in my network, in my friends’ network who is doing sales & marketing for foreign markets, for enterprise solutions. I search and follow the LinkedIn profile of anyone doing the same jobs for competitors. They help me see how things should be done.
I don’t know if I can solve all the problems ultimately. But at least I know things get better with knowledge.
4 Sep 2020
P.s a blog post with self-motivation purpose only ~ sometimes we just need it :D
